It’s very difficult when you trust in someone;
For me, the trust is the most important thing whatever be the situation!
And I always trust 100% in a special or dear person, because in my
opinion I need to trust the same way than the person can trust in me.
So, if I never lied, I think the other never lied too. If I never betrayed
I believe the person who I trust, never betrayed me.
It’s a circle of trust, truth and hope. It’s a really foolishness
when someone breaks this circle, because
what’s the problem in tell the truth?
What’s funny in lie to someone to get well?
WHATAHELL the people think?
Why everybody is so poor in spirit?
Why you need to hurt someone with trickery?
I’m get SO anguished with lies, there is no problem in say
the truth, even if it hurts a little, it’s something necessary.
The best definition about trust is: The trust is like a glass,
when it breaks you can try to repair but never will be the same.
Neither a broken leg nor a labor
pain overcomes a death pain.
Who already tries it knows.
It’s an unceasing pain and there isn’t cure, there isn’t
solace enough or science that can explain. It’s the
kind of pain that you simply learn how to live with
and nothing more than that.
“I know, they aren’t mine, the wind took away
Times that cannot come back
So what did I do for myself and for who I loved?
Just disillusion, I recognized
I didn’t build what I planned
I didn’t hug enough and didn’t apologize
I can’t reach the past, I realize my limits
The today is all that I have
And this, I learned
I need to remember stories that I ignored
I cannot forget, I have to offer
Flowers in life, while is day.” *
* It’s a Brazilian song, you can listen the original song
– Flores em vida, Paulo Baruk
“And like a reverie, my heart, bit by bit, perishes in the sweet memory of your look.
What happened? Why you didn’t listen me?
But I can delight on our secrets, I can remember our moments, I can think of you.
Now I ask myself, what happened to me? Why I’m so dependent this love?
Oh my God, this freak love!“
That’s ok, the worst thing is talking about love, and worsening the issue:
a frustrated love!
Everyone has already fallen in love, if you don’t…wait! You will!
And if something goes wrong… Pow!
You are desperately heartbroken, your world falls down,
nothing is right, you don’t wanna live anymore, etc.
Hey! Calm down dear! It’s not the end for you, it’s just the beginning!
Beginning for what? Wow! A several things!
You may have spent a long time to think of him/her, so now you can think of yourself!
Maybe you can do things that you always wanted (you can read this post) that when
you were in a relationship you preferred not to do, like a course, a travel or till sleep more.
But it’s a chance for you do something that makes you happier!
It’s no use mourning about what happened, you cannot
blame yourself, you need to improve yourself!
So, sweetheart, keep your head up and be the best for yourself!
What do you want? No, no.
What do you REALLY want to?
We’re born and already are on the scheme established by society that says what you need to do and what you cannot do. Why you cannot do what you want?
Because there are risks and you cannot make some mistakes, it’s a bullshit to do something unconventional.
The scheme is: if you gonna do a college, you need to choose the best course (engineering, medicine, chemistry, law college, etc.) to get the best job (even if you don’t like the choice). Everybody knows that not always happens this way, but the same way you need to do everything at least to try completing the “scheme”. In the other words: either everything turns out to be fine or you get unhappy and poor for the rest of your life.
DON’T MAKE SENSE!
If there is the risk to go wrong but it’s what I want, I gonna fight for the 1% of change that I have, because I think the risks that worth are the risks that make you happy.
If go wrong you try again or you change your plan…
and If everything turns out to be fine… you got it!